{"id":1553,"date":"2019-10-05T10:26:01","date_gmt":"2019-10-05T14:26:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/greenstairsacademy.com\/dev\/?page_id=1553"},"modified":"2020-02-17T14:03:30","modified_gmt":"2020-02-17T19:03:30","slug":"whave-have-not-accpted-islam-why-i-havent-converted","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/greenstairsacademy.com\/dev\/2019-class-notes-and-feedback\/whave-have-not-accpted-islam-why-i-havent-converted\/","title":{"rendered":"2019 Sep Why have I  not accepted Islam? Why I have&#8217;nt converted? Sep 2019"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Sep 2019 by working professional lady  her 30&#8217;s who is our Gisla program<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>START Why haven\u2019t I converted ?&nbsp; Let me begin with why.&nbsp; Islam was something I never understood until I met the man I want to be with.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> I had not realized how much Islam had in common with Christianity.&nbsp; There is no doubt about the logic of Islam, it is practical, consistent and rather straightforward.&nbsp; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Neither having been devout or apathetic in my religious practice, I still found it difficult to overcome the sentimental attachments to Jesus as taught in the Christian faith.&nbsp; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The doctrines and practices of Islam are not unfamiliar to me.&nbsp; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In class you asked, what makes this a niche class? As concluded, it is because you teach \u201cthe why\u201d.&nbsp;&nbsp;<strong> I am not looking to be taught the fundamentals of Islam, I am searching for why.&nbsp; <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Interestingly enough I am currently reading a book called, \u201cStart With Why,\u201d which examines the importance of beginning each endeavor with the question, why?&nbsp; It demonstrates how not knowing why you\u2019re in business or why you do what you do vastly reduces your chances of being successful.&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Converting without knowing, or equally, not believing in the why, would be in vain. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know I can successfully memorize the Arabic verses and pray but would it matter to say it and do it without truly knowing why?&nbsp; You only truly feel something in prayer several times in a lifetime, you mentioned in class.&nbsp; Of course I do need to practice the Salat and learn the surahs properly.&nbsp; However, to do so without understanding would not give reason to my \u201cwhy\u201d.&nbsp; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My \u201cwhy\u201d, is a feeling.&nbsp; <strong>I am seeking a feeling.&nbsp; <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Perhaps I felt something previously but remain unchanged because of my ignorance of the practice and the many secondary \u201cwhys\u201d still unanswered.&nbsp; As you said, in adulthood and having come from another religion, my path and acceptance of Islam is much different than a child exclusively learning it early on.&nbsp; I imagine I have many more questions and comparisons to rationalize.&nbsp; Not to say children can\u2019t do this as well because I distinctly remember doing just that as a child myself.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> I recall being in church one Sunday when I was about 8 years old and asking my mother very confused, \u201c who am I supposed to pray to, God or Jesus? Or both?\u201d&nbsp; The concept of the trinity is complicated and controversial even for adults so it follows that it is almost incomprehensible for a child.&nbsp; I don\u2019t remember her answer and maybe she didn\u2019t answer and I never forgot that because to this day i still feel like I don\u2019t fully understand.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> Islam on the other hand is very clear and having read the old testament, it is very clear about only praying to one God and none other.&nbsp; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Through school and movies I have learned&nbsp; religious history and how power, passion and poverty (the 3 \u201cP\u201ds) affected the alterations of the gospels, wars and so much more. &nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My exposure to Islam is inspired through passion per se.&nbsp; Human nature is undoubtedly highly influenced by these factors <strong>but what course of action we take and our \u201cBS\u201d is most important for this is how we will be judged.&nbsp; <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s time to eat this grass, it&#8217;s been too long\u2026. 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