Mothers note 5/5/26

Dear mother..

I have never written you this comprehensive of a letter before. My goal is that this letter is very thoughtful and impacts you mentally, in a loving way. You do so much for me that I may overlook on a daily basis. But, it doesn’t matter how much, or how little you do for me, even if I am frustrated, I will always love you. Your effort puts a roof over my head, you give me food, clothing, and yet, I have no means to repay you for all that you have done.

You give me so much and I can only imagine how terrible it feels when I don’t even acknowledge it. But the most important thing you give me, whether you can control it or not, is love. The love you give me is beyond understanding and it baffles me how well you can control your temper when I do things that you do not appreciate which I hope to refrain from doing in the future.

Sometimes I argue with you when I’m not feeling good, and every time I do it, I regret it instantly, because I lose control and I feel terrible. But you are so compassionate and so thoughtful that any time it happens you usually handle it in a way that I cannot comprehend. Now that I think about it, it doesn’t even make sense why I dispute with you considering all you have given me and all that you plan to give.

So this letter, this (I hope) unique letter is a sorry and a thank you. A bless you and a love you, and so much more. No matter what happens between us, I always pray, and hope, and know, that I will always love you ever so dearly, and you will love me ever so dearly. 

♥️O